Watching The Young Victoria last night. It was just so romantic. And apparently, I'm such a cheeseball.
I want a love like that...

I'm really into So You Think You Can Dance right now, I guess.
I watched this and almost cried. These two are apparently married and you can just see the love in their eyes. It's sooo beautiful! 

Ashleigh and Ryan
Choreography by Travis Wall
Song : I'm There Too by Michelle Featherstone

So You Think you Can Dance, 2010.
Lauren Froderman and Kent Boyd dancing contemporary.
This makes me want to cry and dance and fall down at the same time. The amount of shivers that I get is incredible. THIS is why I love dance :)

www.youtube.com/watch

*Sigh*

I wish I could be this

Even though I knew it wasn't going to happen, I really really wanted for Belgium Boy to kiss me on Friday.
Sadly, when he lent in so very close to whisper in my ear, it wasn't to tell me romantic things. No, instead he said "That boy behind you, is he your boyfriend? No? You should be with him". Very romantic, really.
I WANTED YOU silly boy. You have quite a cute smile and a lovely colour of brown hair.
I'm very ashamed to say that I felt like crying. But I blame that solely on my inebriated state. He were very drunk too.
I probably wont ever see you again. Maybe that's a good thing. I donno. I blame my friends for getting my hopes up. And you for not getting it. And me for not being desirable enough.
Sigh. 

So, this summer I am going to see Something Corporate in CONCERT and I'm soooo very excited about it. We're also trying to get tickets to The Arcade Fire. That would be incredible I so pumped for summer!

Someday I want to own a little cafe. It will either have yellow or red walls and will serve coffee and muffins and sweet lovely things. Oh, and breakfast sandwiches! There will be computers and happy lights. There will be jazz music constantly playing softly from the stereo.
Sadly, I cannot cook and would fail at owning a business..... There goes that dream.

Dear Chad,
I miss you. Really, I do, a lot. 
I'm sorry that we both got busy and stopped caring and stopped talking. And I'm sorry that I was a bitch. And I'm sorry that I don't love you. And I'm sorry that I led you on for so long (though, I didn't mean to, but I'm still sorry). I guess I'm just really sorry in general. So yeah, god, I'm sorry for everything.
I wanna talk to you. So much. It's been so long and I miss you like crazy. But I guess I've already said that. Not that I've said it out loud. Not that I've said much to you out loud at all...
I;d love to talk to you about your art. And your school for next year. And life. I wonder if you still work.
I'll say it again : I miss you. I'll talk to you soon. Seriously, I have to.
Me

P.S... I think of you every time I listen to Bon Iver, which is becoming one of my favorites.

Have you ever watched The Buried Life?
If no, watch it on MTV.ca now.
It's about these 4 Canadian guys who wrote a list of things they want to do before they die, and then about how they did a road trip across North America to accomplish everything on that list. And then for every thing that they check off their list, the guys help a random stranger check something off of their own list.
It's absolutely amazing and I'm IN LOVE with these boys.
So, I've decided to start writing my own list. God, I'm excited!

P.s- this is a legit true story!


Ben, Dave, Duncan and Jonnie